Tuesday, 3 November 2009

HAVEN'T BEEN HERE IN AWHILE. i've been too busy trying to keep up with school and twitter and kpop and family and my dwindling social life. oh, and sleep. SCHOOL, KPOP AND SLEEP IN ITSELF ARE SO HARD TO KEEP UP. D:

school has been okay. ups and downs as usual. at least i'm trying to make it a point to actually study during the weekends by getting my butt off the house, so this makes me feel better. :D but.. the people i study with are all ending school and their exams are all almost over. DDD: NOT GOOD. ANYONE ELSE WANTS TO BE MY REGULAR WEEKEND STUDY BUDDY? i'm begging here. i am atrocious at studying alone or at home. the airport's still the best place to study for me. ;D
but on the other hand, socially, school is such a nuisance. well, i'm not referring to every single person in school of course, but some people.. omgggggg. just chillax and stop pointing fingers and look at yourself in the mirror. you're talking shit about others like as if you're the friggin princesses. i can't stand people who assume things just based on what they think/make up instead of basing things on true facts. and learn to work with other people already, omg. not everyone has to follow or listen to you and your ginormous ego. grow up.
oh, and hello? i exist. stop ignoring me just cos i don't understand the language you speak.
OMG I NEED TO RANT. IS ANYONE WILLING TO LISTEN TO ME RANT? I DON'T CARE IF YOU JUDGE ME, I JUST NEED TO LET THIS OFF MY CHEST. FJKSBDFKJBSDKFKBSDF.

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finally met up with annette today after MONTHS. sheesh. we used to go to starbucks every weekend. but today was good because we finally caught up and talked. a lot. and i know she probably doesn't even come here, BUT HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY. ;D
october and november are so full of birthdays. DNW TO GET BROKE. i've been trying to save up since school started because i didn't get ANY pocket money AT ALL for the six weeks of school break and used up all my bank savings till i was left with less than ten bucks. D: NOT GOOD! and i still want to go to canada after poly. i should seriously get a job.

2pm's comeback is making me all jittery. ): the teaser they released yesterday sounded so beautiful and it broke my heart but at the same time make me so so so so so excited (understatement of the century) because wooho's voices sounded so so so so so amazing. but the full song they released today is a little D: because of the crazy amount of autotune they used. ~~some of~~ THE MEMBERS OF 2PM HAVE BEAUTIFUL VOICES, DON'T HIDE THEM WITH ALL THE AUTOTUNE! ):
but then again, i've had it on repeat for the last 4 or 5 hours. ha. ha. jyp(e)'s such a mastermind at playing around with fan's feelings. i'm confused now and idk what to feel anymore. but still, CANNOT WAIT FOR THE MV. AND THE THIRTEENTH. I NEED TO SEE THEIR NEW LOOKS NOW.
and junho bb, don't think i'll ever forget the fact that you PROMISED to take off your shirt by the end of this year. YOU STILL HAVE TWO MONTHS, I AM COUNTING ON YOU.

lol, my two biases/otp are the only ones not wearing white.
\o/

20:44

Saturday, 24 October 2009

AHHH, THANK YOU STARHUB! i have a whole bunch of channels now for free so i have been watching a lot of tv. really, a LOT. only for six months though, but still! i mean, come on, i have BOOMERANG! i'm spending too much time on that channel, but OMG THE JETSONS. FLINSTONES. SCOOBY-DOO (before scrappy (?) ruined it for me.) AND CAPTAIN PLANET! "we're the planeteers, you can be one too! cos saving the planet is the thing to do!" AHAHAHA SO CORNY BUT SO AWESOME. and i get cbeebies too, so hello tweenies and teletubbies LMAO. (i was changing channels and teletubbies was on but then tinky winky came on and i got so freaked out, i had to change the channel. I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO WAS FREAKED OUT BY THE TELETUBBIES-ARE-HAUNTED RUMOUR RIGHT?)

and i have channel v too. PERFECT TIMING since they're going to show MAMA (best award show name by far, y/y?) live. \o/ my 2pm boys need to win something, anything. i want to see them genuinely happy again. and they had a one-hour big bang marathon today. i suddenly miss big bang. O: but it was annoying because my brother kept interrupting (like "why is that person wearing only half of his jacket?!" referring to daesung in lies, and singing "G to the I to the PANG PANG" during majimak insa. -.-) and i swear my mama has selective vision. all she saw during sunset glow was the huge prawn daesung was holding. sighhhhhhhhh.

and and and i'm super excited for art now. (okay, maybe still kind of DNW with the whole mask thing.) because they're making us make visual journals, which is basically sort of like scrapbooking but sort of not. i've always wanted to try it out though, but never actually bothered. but now i'm inspired again. :D and now that i've been browsing through jr--nal@lj.. i feel the urge the start immediately. that ljcomm is inspirational i tell you. i already bought my journal yesterday in the midst of buying dalki-related stuff at artbox. :D

oh, and you're beautiful is HILARIOUS PLEASE. jeremy = DAEBAK.
i want to end this post with a jeremy gif but i don't have one. T.T

23:28

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

OKAY. IT'S OFFICIAL. I LOVE THESE BOYS. :D:D:D
AJ + DONGWOON + DOOJOON = ♥♥♥. and yoseob is ADORABLEEE. (he kinda looks like he has lisp though. lmao. not dissing btw.) not too fond of the other two, but something tells me i will start liking them soon. :D i've been watching that mv for the past 3 hours or so! SO GOOD. although i still prefer their into song, but why complain when you can see aj wink in this mv? ;D ~~and i didn't even like him when he was a solo artiste with his d-d-d-d-dancing shoes.~~
only complaint: OMG HORRIBLE OUTFITS.
I NEED THIS MV IN HD SO I CAN GIF EVERY. SINGLE. SECOND. OF THIS EPICNESS.

anywayyy. the first two days of school were downright horrible. DDD: i was sick and my head hurt and my attention span was worse than that of a goldfish and my nose was running like a ~~tap~~ waterfall. BUT i'm looking forward to business statistics though. that's the closest thing to math and I MISS MATH OKAY. too much. i definitely don't miss accounts but the first lecture starts on thursday. DDDD:
i guess i should be happy with art because at least it's different i guess. but lol, we're going to have to make masks next week and i'm scared, because my brother made one when he was took art last time and it looked crazy creepy, but he kept praising it. maybe because it was a mask of his own face or something, idek. -.- (oh, and again, sorry for not saying hi, crystal! hahaha. i was shyyyyyy. :/)
TOMORROW IS SUPPOSED TO BE A FREE DAY FOR ME WITHOUT SCHOOL TO RUIN MY DAY, BUT DARN YOU, MARKETING TALK. i'm not even that interested in marketing. :/

I'M SUDDENLY CRAVING FOR SOME FROLICK.

18:53

Sunday, 18 October 2009

laskndlasndl i am so pissed off right now. at 2od, no less. damn those people, what is up with them? (and since i've been reading 'everything is illuminated' again, i would say "they have shit in their brains" HAHA. lol, sorry. you'll only get it if you actually read that book.)

okay so i just typed out a whole paragraph of how annoyed i am at the sg flashmob, or rather the fact that the whole process of organising it was really unprofessional, but i deleted it because it was pointless anyway. i'm just REALLY pissed off at them. DDDD:
the gist of it is that they stole my idea, didn't credit it, and even told me that the idea was impossible to carry out because of certain rules 2od already created for the flashmob.
the shorter gist of it: screw you, 2od. (i would have used a stronger word but i hate swearing.)

and i'm sorry, i don't mean to be a party pooper, but what you did, sg "flashmobbers", was not a flashmob at all. sure, as a public performance it was okay. (just okay, not good.) but what you did was not a flashmob in the slightest bit.
definition of flash mob, according to dictionary.com: "a group of people who organize on the Internet and then quickly assemble in a public place, do something bizarre, and disperse;" the sg "flashmob" organisers, however, asked jetstar to play songs for them to dance to, since jetstar was coincidentally there having some sort of event. sure it was cool since you were the only ones who had actual music to dance to, but that already made it not a flash mob. and everyone was ALREADY around that area waaayyyy before the time the flash mob was supposed to start, so there goes their "quick assembly". oh, and did they disperse? definitely not.
but even if i were to put that aside, they failed so badly anyway. during their "time stop"? really? were they really stopping time? i didn't know you could start giggling and laughing and shifting around and even TEXTING while a time stop is going on. i mean, come onnnnnn, TEXTING??! SERIOUSLY?!

but that was only the flash mob. i am ashamed, as a fan of 2pm, by some of the other fans. or so they call themselves. i know one of them personally and she is starting to really annoy me. really. i mean, just be a fan and support the boys, don't go around saying shit about other groups. that's how fandom wars start, and fandom wars ARE scary when you're in kpop.
i would go into details but i can't be bothered right now.

oh, and i think i'm starting to really like beast. (i preferred it better when they were called b2st tbh.) yoon doo joon (shit, i love typing out his name. so many o's. LOL.) is awesome hehe HOTBLOOD LOVE. and aj is good too. definitely looks better compared to his solo days. but i kind of.. don't like that guy who was once from big bang. idk why. but still, a little too early to judge. but i've had their album on repeat since it came out HEHE.
and i don't like mblaq. and i still cannot get over how ridiculous their group name is, and how the MEANING is even more ridiculous. lol rain, your engrish = DAEBAK.

you know what i want? i want rain and junho to sit down together and talk to each other in engrish. mmhmm, yes yes. that would be epic.

I AYT CHEEKEN BRAYS FOR EH? MOUNF WITH VEGTABOARS.
I DONT WAHNA AYT CHEEKEN BRAYS NEMORE.

09:15

Friday, 16 October 2009

SHOULD I GO THE THE SUNDOWN FESTIVAL?
SHOULD I SHOULD I SHOULD I?
THERE'S FT ISLAND.
AND BROWN EYED GIRLS.
WHICH MEANS THERE'S HONGKI.
AND JONGHOON.
AND GAIN.
GAIINNNNNNNN!
BUT THEN THERE'S ALSO T-MAX.
I DO NOT WANT TO SEE TWEENS GOING CRAZY OVER PRINCE SONG.
AND I DO NOT WANT TO WATCH THEM PERFORMING ALMOST PAAARADIIIIISE.
AND IT'S $65 AND I WAS PLANNING TO IT SAVE UP.
BUT $65 IS SO MUCH CHEAPER COMPARED TO WHEN FTI CAME HERE BEFORE.
AND I REGRET NOT SEEING FTI BEFORE.
(lol reshma, hdu not go to the airport with me.)
WHAT TO DO WHAT TO DO.
I DO KNOW PEOPLE WHO ARE GOING.
BUT BUT BUT...
AHHHHHH.
DILEMMA DILLEMA.
SHOULD I GO SHOULD I GO SHOULD I GO?
IS THERE ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO GO?!

HELP ME PEOPLE.
I HAVE FIVE DAYS TO MAKE UP MY MIND BEFORE THE TICKETS GO ON SALE.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

MY HEAD. IT HURTS.

03:31

Monday, 12 October 2009

LBLKJFBSBFKSDFBKSF OMG WHY IS HE SO ADORABLE OH GOD WHYYYY. AND THOSE GLASSES. JUST.. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. I FEEL LIKE SQUISHING HIM AND PINCHING THOSE CHEEKS AND.. OH MAN HE IS THE CUTEST THING EVER OMG I LOVE HIM. and him dancing to single ladies with those glasses? A+ RIGHT THERE.
THANK YOU, JANG WOOYOUNG. YOU JUST MADE MY PLAN TO HAVE A LONG-TERM HIATUS FROM FANDOM IMPOSSIBLE.

but of course the increasing amount of good 2pm/general kpop news is helping as well. thank god. i want to be at that dream concert and feel all the love. i don't actually care about the artistes as much as all the fanclubs tbh. (don't get me wrong okay, i still care about the artistes. harhar.) i heard 2pm and daesung got sooooo much love. an omona member who went there said she was more blown away by the fans than the artistes themselves. I WANT TO BE PART OF THAT.
but the fact that jyp's in korea is freaking me out. :/ BUT IT'S OKAY, I SHALL JUST LOOK AT THAT GIF ABOVE AND EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. ♥

i think i've been tweeting too much that i've lost touch with blogging. hence the recent lack of updates. i'm becoming like tom.. exactly what i feared of becoming before giving in to twitter. haha. I SHALL TRY TO STOP BEING A TWEET-ADDICT. TRY!

anyway, i think the whole flash mob is ..s..o..r..t of cool. hah. the malaysian one was amazing i think..

but nothing beats the original one by khottests imo..

they're going to have one in singapore this saturday (this has nothing to do with the boycott or w/e, so i'm cool with it. harhar.) and i still don't know whether i should join them. at first i wanted to, and then i didn't, but now i'm on the fence. ANYBODY ELSE WANT TO COME ALONG? it'll be a time-stop flash mob, so no dancing is involved. fortunately. but it's organised by 2od, so i'm vair vair intimidated.
SOMEBODY GO WITH ME. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE A HOTTEST, YOU JUST HAVE TO LIKE.. STAND THERE AND DO NOTHING. LITERALLY.

shit, my inner fangirl is officially out.

16:38

Tuesday, 6 October 2009

LOL OMG SO CUTE. danny had awful hair. HAHAHA.
taking a break from the kpop fandom automatically means i've been relistening to a whole lot of mcfly and i miss them. i want them to come here already, tsch. six years! that's how long i've been waiting okay! six years!
i am still considering buying all their old dvds. but i already told myself to stop spending too much of my money on fandom. what to do what to do. i told sureesha i'll try to save up to go to canada in two years! which is realistic i think, if i start getting a job since poly holidays are mad long, but anyway why am i talking about this i think i'm rambling okay i will shut up now.

my life right now, in point form:
-i have been watching glee and i love kurt and i want him to be my bff. we can dance to single ladies together.
-i'm trying to catch up on family outing but i'm still about 15 episodes behind. fml.
-i'm addicted to MLIA because it is HILARIOUS and mlia > fml anyday. trufax.
-i am loving the crazy amount of chuck/blair moments on gossip girl and georgina still gives me chills. and the humphreys are getting on my nerves.
-i want to rewatch veronica mars and kyle xy but that's a whole three seasons - each - and i might go crazy.
-i watched two zooey deschanel movies and i think i love her and i think she is really really pretty. now i really need to watch 500 days of summer.
-i need to watch paper hearts. i am craving for some michael cera right now.
-i basically just need to get myself in a cinema because i haven't gone in months.
-i miss ann's gang and the hml people. a lot.
-i have no idea when school starts, but i'm definitely not looking forward to it.
-i miss jay. but i love mike's moustache. (1:38)

ALSO..

jokwon needs to be in my life already.

04:02